Hurt

Pain is inevitable in a person's life, a human is not a human if he or she does not feel pain, pain comes in many form be it physical or mental. But is pain neccesary in a relationship? How come everytime two people dont understand each other end up hurting the other?

I am hurting right now, hurting because the person whose supposed to understand me does not exist anymore, hurting because I am yearning to see the person I fell in love with. Jessika tells me that I have to understand her but the thing is I understood her completely its just that she has this personality that does not back down if she feels the situation is not in favor with her. I tried talking to her about it but still refuses to believe me, saying taht its me whose supposed to backdown and understand her, its like she's telling me that I stop caring about her and just not care at all. But the thing is I lover her so much that I would die if I dont even speak to her or be with her.

We just had a fight yesterday, she says she was too busy with her work that she was not able to even say hello to me using the texting service, it really saddens me that before she started work she was just like any other girl, sweet caring, loving. But now she completely changed, started cursing, using profane words, and even started not caring much about me, I was completely replced by her work. She sometimes insists that she had enough time for me but that time falls over the weekends, yes sir, Saturday and Sunday. I for one THINK, WORRY, LOVE, her 7 days a week, even if I am so busy I would give 5 minutes of my time for her, ANYTIME.

I love Jessika and not about to give up on her, I just wish that sooner or later the hurting stops, she'll changed, I'll change, and we'll both be happy, Or I would not resort to not caring about her just so not to bother her chosen interest.