"I need you to understand my line of work". That's what she said, at first I can't but little by little I was more understanding. Until came a day that she finally is consumed by her work and forgot about me, me who was there when she was down and out, told her she can be all she wants to be if she justs put her mind to it, me of all people who loved her with all of my heart. It hurts , so fucking hurts, my insides want to jump out and scream primal rages just to feel better again. I am hurt, hurt like somebody just took a knife and stabbed me, still hurts as i write this entry.
I love the person who hurt me, who took that knife and stabbed me, my heart is aching so badly, I want to see my doctor, see if I can make it stop aching.
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